Our family has gave when we could even if it meant not getting something we \\"wanted\\" because wants are just that. Now I feel like a failure to my three wonderful old fashion ethic type of kids. We are a family of 5 it\\'s myself (mom), my adult sister (36yrs old w/ a severe lifelong disabling handicap crippling a whole side of body along with mental challenges), and my three kids oldest son 16, my middle is a girl then 8yr old baby. Recent unseen life changes left me as sole parent post foreclosure starting new. A bit overwhelmed but wish badly to get my amazing family a simple gift & have holiday dinner. I am still trying for govt food help & we would desperately appreciate any help. I\\'m tired of looking endlessly for a job I can obtain or food for when kids come home. I\\'ve tried beyond & am overwhelmed & worried what tomorrow may bring.